Canary in a Coal Mine
by Elizabeth Shvarts
Canary in a coal mine
never learned to speak
never learned to fly
they used her candle to warm their calloused hands
Covered in scars and smoke and soot
before she learned the difference between
A hearth and hellfire
Canary in a coal mine knew she was porcelain
A storefront display never meant to
Fracture
fragile
forced into a gilded cage
But little did she know
“handle with care” was a punchline not a promise
Canary in a coal mine
Is
Crystalline commodity
Taxidermy tucked under plexiglass
Away from dirt-caked fingernails
Poised to pry her wings apart
Canary in a coal mine
Is just another news story an
age-old metaphor;
I was 12 years old when I read about Brock Turner
How rape was met with a light rap on the knuckles:
“Six Months for ‘Twenty minutes of Action’”
Because his hands were of ivory towers of chlorine ablution absolves
soot-stained sin
But like the rest restless to reap
the rewards of tearing down a temple they had no permission to enter, leaving me wondering
whether my wings would too, be clipped
Whether my treble voice would be sore from screaming like I was a
Canary in a coal mine
No longer sings full-throated golden noted arias
Instead
She learns to croak a battle cry
Learns to fly away
Close enough to taste the moonlight sky six feet above aboveground
Canary in a coal mine
learns to dream of
Dust and ashes
Ashes and dust,
Becomes a phoenix rising
Canary in a coal mine
learns to be infinity
Sweet Nothing
by Elizabeth Shvarts
I remember
Handshakes sealed with spittle
Our simple ritual sacrosanct
Who knew show and tee
We found solace in
Stories of cardboard knights and dragons and princesses who we knew didn’t need saving
but we played along anyway
Our happy endings
Dangled
On the precipice of pinky promises
I remember the locomotion
Of five-year old limbs swaying to playground hymns
Before our sweet dance gave way to stasis
Before dandelion wreaths turned into white puffs of
Smoke
And mirrors
But I still remember how you
You
Pricked the spindle
And let
venom
overflow in
Your
Our veins
Braided like the Rainbow Loom bracelets we never got around to finishing
Tight as my breath when your fingers grazed mine
Intertwined
In a fairytale
This time
The pumpkin rots before the clock strikes twelve and cardboard knights
Grow weary wielding plastic swords
This haze of faith and trust and pixie dust was set to dissipate the second our eyes
My eyes opened
So I’ll renounce my dandelion crown, I’ll crawl back to the
Seashores and pray for waves to wipe the slate
Swallow each syllable as I bleach the taste of strawberry-cinnamon chapstick
from my tongue
Teach me how to forget
Forget pinky promises
Forget fairytales
But I remember loving you
Once upon a dream
About the Author
Elizabeth Shvarts is a writer who hails from New York City. She has performed at the Apollo as part of Climate Speaks, a youth arts program about the climate crisis. Her work has been recognized by the Scholastic Art and Writing Awards and published in the Incandescent Review. Additionally, Elizabeth is an avid entrepreneur and she co-founded the nonprofit Bridge to Literacy last year to spread literacy to children in underserved communities around the world. In her spare time, she can be found reading, biking, and baking vegan recipes.